Mommy’s World

Dear Ozlem..,

There are no days passing without thought of you in my mind…

You are so close to my heart

I always remember you in my prayer, may Allah always gives you strength, sabaar, and speedy recovery.

Dear Ozlem,

I thought I never saw you again…, I fear the worst.

But Allah is so merciful….

You are getting better each days…..

I thank Allah for the blessing…I thank Allah for saving your life

Your family need you….., especially your kids.

I remember the thing you always told me everytime we talk about our kids,

"May Allah protect our kids".

Your prayer has been answer dear friend. He did protect your kids, didn’t He?

Dear Ozlem, InsyaAllah I will visit you. I’m sorry I can’t be there to comfort you… to hold your hand and tell you everything is going to be just fine. But believe me o dear friend.., no days passing without thoughts of you….

I love you with all my heart

Once I was so tired…..I sit down on the couch and tell my kids..," I need a break!! Go upstair….!!"

After I calm down, Nabila asked me…, " Mama, do you wish you just have one kid?"

I don’t know why she asked that question. Once my hubby and me jokingly said..," We have too many kids…"

Maybe she overheard that joke.., maybe not.

I replied to her question.., "No.., four kids is just right for me. It’s not too few and it’s not too many. It’s just perfect. What I need is a maid". Then, she smiled. "I  think you need four maids", she said.

"One is enough..", I said.., "that way I can spend more time with you guys."

"Allah gave me 4 terrific kids. Even if I’m tired.., I’m still happy", I continue. Then, I give her a big squeeze and a kiss.

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Next time when making joke with my hubby I’ll make sure no body near us…:)